(1.1) ↠ How do relationships define us? ↞
Its only been a month since school started and I'm already over it.
I absolutely hate waking up.
I end up having to run to my bus stop because I slept longer than I should have.
I watched Venom on Thursday, I'm not really a movie kind of person but I wanted it to be longer, I also started playing Hearthstone.. Its kind of unhealthy at this point but who cares?
►The Magic Question◄
How do relationships define us?
I see it as you're only as good as the people you surround yourself with.. When you're with people who bring you down your focus can be taken elsewhere. When you're with people with more positive thinking that changes your thinking process and motivates you.
↜Example?↝
(Story time c;)
2 years ago I met JP, we connected pretty quickly over same interests. We started dating and that's when everything kind of started to go downhill.
He had a car and was able to drive everywhere.. So almost every Friday during my sophomore year he would pick me up before school (at my bus stop) and we would go back to his house and hangout the whole day.
My mom would let me stay out on weekends so they were pretty much 3 day weekends all the time. My grades fell rapidly.. I figured if I showed up some of the time and worked extra hard it would pay off. I had failed Gym, and English.
When it was time to graduate I was a grade behind BECAUSE I failed gym and was half a credit short. I had done the same again the following year because I was having fun doing what I was doing.
I enjoyed not having to actually care about things. Last year was somewhat the same thing, instead id leave right at the end of the day around the beginning of 7th or 6th period.
I didn't actually snap out of it until I realized that I could ruin my chance of graduating on time.
Me and JP broke up Early February of 2018..
when we broke up I met Mike. Mike is probably the best influence I have in my life right now.
He's an amazing person he has always been there for me and has helped me with so much stuff. He helped me survive summer school and now he is helping me through my senior year ( talk about needy ol' me.. )
I know I shouldn't be relying on a person to make me feel this way but he actually makes me want to better myself, he forces me to do school work while I mope in bed and try to push it off.. heck he even helped me write this damn blog.
I think what I'm trying to say is people really do have effects on you.. if they don't care about themselves and aren't trying to better themselves.. why in the world would they try and help you better yourself?
The meme game is strong with this post...keep up the good work.
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